on letting go

For a while now I've been obsessing over something that I can
see just isn't realistic.


In other words - it ain't gonna happen.


But after a really bad cry - I'm ok with it.



I'm going to let it go.


But I don't mind because instead of studying piano I'm going to
look for an art studio and paint.


What did you say?  'We've heard that one before - stidh.'


But it's different now.  Because tonight - when I was standing in front
of the door that had been slammed in my face - my daughter called and
told me that a friend of hers was over yesterday and had been studying
some of the paintings that I gave her family.

And her friend said, 'Does she ever sell her paintings? Because that's the
kind that I would like to buy.'


And there it is - dear friends and commenters - the proverbial open
window.
~~~

I've always fantasized about selling my paintings - but now I know
that's what I'm going to do.

Sure - there are some paintings that I'll never sell.

But when I make up my mind - there's no stopping me.

It's called:

Determination.

Focus.

Dreaming.



even the impossible dream



Why I think I feel some Song Lyrics coming on -


but not tonight



tonight i'll just say -





thank you Israel Kamakawiwo'ole







that's almost as hard to say as zach galifianakis




:-)